~ nothing......nothing...~

my heart....
i dunno wat to feel....
dunno wat is feeling anymore...

seems tat no matter wat i do...
nobody will not appreciate wat i done...
cause nobody like mi mah....

argh....
dunno why everyone dun like mi de...
everytime also like tat........
everyone........
no one understand mi at all....
i dun understand anyone at all....

i wanna be a baby....
then can dun care anything
when i cry there will always be someone by my side caring for mi...
but now....
even if i cry....
all i feel is even more alone......
the world is dark no matter how i see it...
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everything tat i hav done is a act...
all is a act to make u guys like mi.....
everything....
everything fails....

there no real mi anymore.....
cause everything is just an act.......
shayne dun exist anymore.....
ligen was created to act..........
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im evas.......esaelp

--the thoughts bottle inside of mi~~ it hurts..